I get worked up a lot because of how different my relationships are with every person in my life. I worry that I act one way with one person and a totally different way with someone else. And that this someone else will find out. And not like me. Well what I know about me is that I won’t stop fighting to connect with you if walk into my life and add light. So I will dig to find the parts of that resonate with you so that we can connect. Am sacrificing who I am? Am being a coward and fearing rejection? Well I say screw that I have to walk around and listen to people so I can know how to talk to them and reach them. I will connect with you if it’s the last thing I do because you’re an important freaking person on this earth or else you wouldn’t be here and you deserve to be seen and if you feel I’m too fluid a person with no single way to be then that’s okay and we don’t have to connect right now. I don’t know anything except that you are right here in front of my eyes and there is no reason that we can’t learn so many beautiful things from each other, if only we are open. What I can work on is letting more walls down and stop being scared. I can work on trusting that others will accept me if they are meant to, and if they are meant to is all up to God🌊