I can go away and come back all in the same day. Like waves. I get lost and suffer through the worse sickness of the sea and then I come back. It happens so fast. All of this, all of this is happening so fast. I’m here for it. I’m here. I am on the narrow path, the narrow path of total surrender. No fight. Allow. It’s so hard and I can get so scared, so so scared in the middle of the day, when I don’t know where I am or how I can be found cause I’m so lost and nobody can feel my feelings, but I’m okay. I come out of it, and I’m fine. It’s worth it all these valleys I’ve signed up my soul to suffer. These deep places within me, these deep places I have finally decided to go. They want to be heard. Why else would we be given them. Lord, I’m trying here. 🙂